Human Design – Follow Your Gut Feeling.

It takes time to be familiar with your Splenic voice and it is common when you missed it because Splenic tends to speaks once. And that’s what happened to me a few days ago.

This is the result of me not listening to my Splenic Authority. I was working with Joe in the office and my Splenic told me to work in the bedroom instead. I felt the voice loud and clear. It transmitting through my body. This becomes the decision I have to make; to continue working in the office or to move to the bedroom. Instead of packing my stuff and work in the bedroom, I told myself “hold on, let me finish this first” (classic example of how the mind using my Undefined Sacral to make a decision; not knowing when to quit).

I could feel in my nose that Joe has a flu virus. That’s Intuition. That’s Splenic.

Anyway, a 5-10 minutes later, I walked out from the room but I guess it’s already too late because 2 days later, I’m down with flu, sore throat, headache and fever.

I imagine the tiny flu virus floating in the air and my Splenic sensed it. My immune system immediately knows the danger is coming. My body communicates with me by telling me to change the environment. And I ignored that. So here I am, on the bed resting.

This is how the experiment with your Strategy and Authority looks like too. You need to feel it by yourself. If you are a Splenic Authority, pay attention to how your body communicates with you because every moment is about staying alive in this fragile life.

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Worth Every Step!

Yesterday my weight reduced to 59.5kg. That’s my latest target weight. Finally, my weight reached below 60kg. 5 months in WildFit, I have lost 10kgs and more than 84cm in total measurement.

The best part is WildFit helps me improved my hormone circulation. At this point, I no longer have to take synthetic progesterone every 3 months to induce menstrual cycle.

Like I stated in my other posts, healing takes time. What I’m healing from is not just the body but emotional healing too. Food is one great source of healing. Eating in seasons attuned me to nature, opened up my awareness of the season cycle in my body and outside my body. I feel blessed that I have consistent support from Dr. Tay Ju Lee and the WildFit team. She did great work in WildFit.

So far, I Am Grateful for the progress. The long sleeves that I’m wearing today belong to Joe! I asked her permission to try and see if I can fit in her size. There you go! She is a size S.

My next target is 58kg. Right now losing weight is not my main goal. At this point, I’m doing it for fun!

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Love and Pain Through the Morning Breeze.

There was a depressing feeling visited me two days ago. I was lying on the bed and there was a pressure wanting to flow but couldn’t and it has no direction to go too.

I picked a book from the office and I went to the living hall. I sat on the couch with the wooden door wide open and I let the afternoon breeze flew in. I didn’t concentrate on the book that much. My awareness was shifting between the book and the depression. The day went like that until I feel tired at night.

There is something beautiful in this process when we allow it to be. After a day feeling depressed, I realised a pattern and possible a trauma that probably still living inside of me. I feel so much Love today and so much pain at the same time. These two seems like dancing in perfect rhythm, not separating.

My body feeling sore. Gently, I moved my body through yoga, stretching through the pain. Morning breeze showered me with unconditional Love, which helped me feel calm. Through the day, I’m seeing more of the trauma, more of the emotional pain that I went through for many years.

Pain and trauma takes time to heal. If you ever go through the same thing, where pain manifested as pain-body, where the pressure feels too much for you… do know that you are not alone. It’s okay to feel the pain. Do know that it comes with Love, just like every shadow has light shining from the other side.

Stay strong! Be gentle with yourself.
I Love YOU, wherever you are ❤

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Human Design – Projector’s Awareness and Transformations.

Photo was taken in Penang, 2015.

Sometimes the mind would like to know if we can still attain success, satisfaction, peace or surprises even without following our Strategy and Authority. Do we really need Strategy and Authority?

We often forget that we do live our design, it is part of us all the time. This body is Life. Especially whenever we don’t use our mind to make decisions, we say we use guts feeling, intuition and whatnot. Perhaps before Human Design (HD), the Authority and Design may not be something we aware of. That’s the difference. Of course, Projectors can be successful and Generator feels satisfied without they aware of it. In fact, I used my intuition before I learned HD (I’m a Splenic Authority). HD just give me some confirmation that I can rely on my intuition all the time.

To live our design is a natural aspect of our lives. The only difference with Human Design is, it expands our awareness, it gives back our Authority to the body, and it gives the opportunity to flow in this life with awareness and less resistance. I have my success before HD (which through invitation) and after HD (which through invitation). I also had my failures too (initiating job interview, accepting the wrong invitation). The only difference now and then is awareness, healthy body and relaxation.

Awareness is the key as a Nine-Centred Being, especially as a Projector. Of course, we can’t help overthinking it, therefore, let the mind make the comparison but don’t get attached to it. Just live, be aware and let the body make its own decision.

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Human Design: Projector – The New Leaders.

Projectors! It’s time to claim your power.

Human Design Experience and Human Design Malaysia are going to do 2 days mini-course about Projector and their gift as a leader.

Your Aura speaks more accurately about you than your mind. Ra described that, as Projectors, our aura is our business card.

How well do you trust your aura? Are you ready to guide others who are waiting in your fractal?

One of the subject we will talk in this 2 days (over 2 weekends) is effective communication as Projectors. We also will explore the aspect of relationship as Projectors.

Come and join us for 2 days mini-course on Projectors. You can PM us for more info or visit our website to reserve your seat. The mini-course is via live online classes:

https://www.roselifecoach.com/projector-the-new-leaders

“When a Projector goes into somebody’s aura, they tap into the aura field, not the person. Not the person’s identity, per se. They tap into that larger self, which is why they can handle the conditioning.

The thing is that if they’re not operating correctly, if they haven’t entered into whatever the generic experience is by invitation, then they can be and will be drawn away from their motivation. And when they don’t see correctly you’re killing a Projector. You might as well put them out to pasture and forget it” – Ra Uru Hu

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90 days of Wildfit Challenge.

Final Results.

text15.png7 days ago was the last day for my 90 days of WildFit Challenge. I’m impressed with the way my body is making the progress. Since my Authority is Splenic, everything is about my body consciousness. There were countless of damages I did to this body through food.

WildFit provides me with the opportunity to heal and to decondition from food and emotional eating. And the best part is, WildFit trains me to be aware of the foods and the seasons.

Last night during our zoom call, IshKiia asked how much total loss that I experienced. Here’s the result.

I’ve lost a total of 84.09 cm (33.11 inches). The biggest loss is the fat on my hips from 138 cm down to 98 cm. Total KG loss is 6 kg (from 68 to 62 kg). I was told that it is okay to lose more inches than weight. I Am Grateful for that too because to lose inches means the body is cycling out the old fat and toxin.

WildFit is not a diet program. From my experience, it’s a spiritual and healing program for the body through food. WildFit certainly enhances my state of awareness towards food and the food industry. My biggest gain is the gift to look at coconut rice and not feeling a deep emotional craving to it. That’s freedom!

Again, I Am so Grateful for the journey. And Thank you for the support given by Dr. Tay Ju LeeIshKiia and the rest of the group. They are the best!

Photo 1-2: Wildfit results.
Photo 3: Before Wildfit, weight was around 68-69 kg.
Photo 4: Taken in 2017 with a weight ranging between 69-70 kg.

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Root Center and How I Release Pressure.

I will be doing a series of throwback posts, all about my stay and classes that I did in Penang Island. So the time that I mention will not be the current ones.

“What do we need to do when we feel the physical pressure turning into stress? This is a short info about the Root Center. We are going to talk about Root Center and its pressure this weekend Living Your Design Workshop in Bayan Baru.

Here’s my morning walk for today. As a Splenic being, my body know what to do to reduce the pressure ❤. How about you?”

Location Botanical Garden, Penang Island.

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Human Design – Two Sides of Everything.

Photo taken in Tropicana City Mall.

While some teaching glorify enlightenment and positivity, Life is entirely a different trip.

Everything in this Maia is in duality. Holy books like the Quran says that too. I remember it in some phrases stated that Life is created in duality and is an illusion. There is duality in every individual. It is not about good or bad, it is simply a presence in the Maia as it Is.

In every word you see or hear, there is duality in it. It all depends on how you see it or hear it or programmed to interpret it. It also depends on the state of consciousness we are at on the individual level and also collectively.

If you happen to learn something that only chooses one side, then you are living an imbalanced life. There is no Love or grace in that. You can choose a side (sometimes we have no choice when we are drawn to a certain frequency), but at least open to seeing the other side too.

text15.pngSomething I learned about Human Design is Duality. Human Design is not a spiritual belief or religions. It is a knowledge that gives the layout of the Maia and its duality through our own design (body, mind, soul – laymen term).

What I love about Human Design is, it shows me at least two sides of every human or every being I interact. I may dislike some side of them (or some side of me) but it teaches me to embrace every presence, every aura and every physical body I meet in this journey.

Maybe this is the time to Love two sides of everything. How about starting with ourselves? How about accepting our own duality? How about cherish our weaknesses as much as we cherish our strength?

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What is Human Design?

There are so many ways to describe Human Design. The main focus on Human Design is understanding our genetic expression and show us who we really are. Although Human Design is a new science, it provides us with the freedom to experiment with our design and directly giving back the power of the Authority to ourselves.

If you feel powerless, lost, struggle, confused, not knowing who you are, I would suggest you try Human Design. The first thing you will see is your own Blueprint and the rest will be guided to you according to your nature and timing.

Full video in my YouTube channel. Connect with me via FB Human Design Malaysia or feel free to request 20 mins free session via Zoom. Go to my website: http://www.roselifecoach.com and fill up the form.

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Human Design – Being A Projector.

Love My Transformation This Year.

How does it feel like to be a Projector?

If you don’t know what Projector is, then you can check out Human Design. Basically, Projectors are people who were born to be a guide for others. There are varieties of Projectors and each of them is unique in guiding energies, especially life force.

It is common for Projectors to feel bitter (also frustration and anger) when they find out they are Projector type. I was one of them. If you feel bitter, do know that you are trying so hard to be recognised. If you feel frustrated, that is a sign of deep conditioning as a Generator. And if you feel anger, that is a sign of conditioning as a Manifestor.

It all depends on your design. When I first saw my design in 2013 and know my Type (as a Projector), I got really angry and frustrated. The bitterness was all behind it but I didn’t see it. At the time, I didn’t know that anger and frustration is my conditioning.

When I had my first reading, I get to heal the anger in me. The anger conditioning rooted in my Undefined Gate 12, Undefined Gate 35 and Undefined Gate 20. These are the manifesting energies that I’ve been forcing to live as mine. Throughout time, I worked on healing the anger and followed by healing the frustration.

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How long does it take to heal?

It’s hard to tell because healing comes from the alignment of our frequency. The alignment started once I begin to live my Strategy and Authority (which means: follow my certain flow and use my complete Inner Power to make decisions – and not using the mind). I fully experiment with my Strategy and Authority after I started Living Your Design Awakening course in 2016. I’m now certified to guide the same process for others.

Success and Bitterness.

Projectors signature is SUCCESS. It is not just material success, although Projector is the type that can born poor and die rich. When Projectors live their design and honour their authenticity, they will be recognised for who they are. Success for Projectors comes from the recognition that they are born to guide, that their advice is valuable, that their contribution is highly appreciated and their wisdom is heard. Success means they are seen and not invisible.

From my experiences, I feel Success when all the cells in my body lighten up. My Splenic (my body and its amazing immune system) gives me the sensation throughout the body. It feels as if my presence in this 7 billion population is seen, even if only one person sees me. Success helps me sleep at night, knowing that I have lived my life as a guide.

What If You Still Feel Bitter?

Do know that bitterness and success is the same energy with two polarities. If you feel bitter, it just a signpost that you are not in alignment with your design. To get out of bitterness takes time, so be patient. Meantime, taste that bitterness and embrace the experience. Success only tastes better when we know how bitterness feels like.

Enjoy your experiment.

Meantime, I’m still open to give 20 minutes free session to everyone who wants to know Human Design. You can go to my website http://www.roselifecoach.com and fill up the form.

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