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Why Right Timing is Important.

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Rose00.jpgAfter days of Emotional moodiness and anger, I walked out from the Gate 12 (Gate of Caution) transit with clarity. (What it means is; I walked out from my moodiness and emotional swing with clarity and glitters sprinkled on me).

One of the thing that I associate with this emotional swing is the constant mental torture that tells me to go back to Penang Island for Raya. I’m glad I trust my body (not the mind) and wait for the right timing to visit my hometown… because I finally see things rearranged itself.

I’m supposed to go back on 30th for my relative’s wedding but turned out, I made a promise to do public talk on that day in Kuala Lumpur. And I can’t change the date. So, I thought let’s go back this week but unfortunately, I got sore throat, flu and fever. My mind was so mad for not being able to go back.

In Human Design, my strategy is to wait for an Invitation. I had invitations to go back actually. So, this is no longer an issue. What is the challenge then?

TIMING.

Why is timing important?

Right timing will ensure that we flow in harmony with Life. Which means, there is less resistance when we do it at the right timing. Sounds crazy yes? Well, if you live in my body, you will understand that the only way you can get what you want in life without so many obstacles and pains and frustrations and angers and bitterness or even disappointments… is timing.

Basically, timing is all about living effortlessly. Universe gets things done through YOU and through your body (through the mind and innate intelligence).

I’m no master of timing. I’m learning to surrender and with Human Design, I get to apply it better. This is some level of spirituality and yet, I’m not a spiritual master or what so ever.

How Do I Know When Is the Right Timing?

I know it through my Authority. I am a Splenic Authority. My inner truth or inner guide is my body awareness. In Human Design, we called it Splenic Authority. Everyone has one unique Authority and yours is different than mine. You can check it out through this website.

My Splenic Authority works spontaneously in the Now and it all concern about my safety, health and survival. Remember that I want to go back to Penang Island and I have the invitation and I have someone who wanted to pay for the hotel and yet I decided not to go back. That’s because, as much as my mind wants to go back, my body awareness felt that it is not safe for me to travel because the body needs a lot of rest after being sick for few days.

Despite emotional waves overrides my Splenic intuition, I still feel a deep sense that I need to wait. This is not just about the health of my body but it’s about timing too.

What Now?

I’m seeing a clear green light to be in Penang on 30th June onwards unless something comes up and turn the journey the other way around. As a Splenic Authority, moment to moment is always about health and surviving. And with my Undefined Heart and Undefined Throat, I have no way to tell when things going to happen for me.

Surrender to Life.

Living effortlessly means enjoy the ride in this Life without trying to take control over it. Our body knows how to do this. Our mind doesn’t. The more the mind tries to control the body, the more the pain occurs in the body. Maybe body intelligence or innate intelligence is something people don’t believe in. But if we speak to our body and know our body well, we will see the truth within this beautiful vehicle we called the body. Human Design is a system that shows you what your body capable of doing and how to align your mind with your body.

So, let’s see how things unfold. From my experiences, especially when I’m practising to surrender and follow my Human Design, my life is exciting, colourful and sometimes… feels so surreal 🙂

Rose01.jpgAnyway, this is one good quote I picked up from the book I read; Women, Food and God by Geneen Roth. It reminds me that only through waiting, we are able to see the whole picture of the event which consists of This, That and the Absolute Truth. Enjoy!

Enlightenment was following one thing all the way to the end.
~~ Shunryu Suzuki Roshi

A Projector’s Dream, Movement Between Dimensions.

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I’m a Projector who turns into Reflector when I sleep (Dream Rave). I’m also a Quad Right variable (Human Design Variable). To date, I have no further information about my Dream Rave or about my variable; e.g. how my dreams work when I sleep or how sensitive I become when I close my eyes. Despite knowing less information in this area, I continue observing my dreams and its pattern.

This morning I experienced something new…something really different. It’s not the dream but the process of how I get out of the dream. This going to be a long post and I treated it as a journal rather than as formal article. This going to be something to look back one day (for whatever reason). Here you go.

I was in deep sleep and I dreamed my parent’s old house in Penang Island. It felt all pleasant and good (old house usually gave me eerie dreams).

Outside of the dream, my body woke up because it heard a loud sound of a big bike in front of the house. I associated loud motorcycles’ engine with robbers (past trauma). And as a Splenic being (a person who has survival intelligence as her authority of life), my body is very instinctively alert, so that explained why it woke up.

But I was still dreaming at the time. At least my mind did. So, I didn’t open my eyes. A part of me aware that I’m not in a dream, that I’m lying on a bed 400 km away from the old house… but I don’t think my mind realise that.

I say that because my mind could not figure out the house I’m living right now; I don’t remember where I am, and I couldn’t ‘see’ the actual house I’m living through my inner vision. But deep inside I know I live here. With my eyes still close, I tried to recall my current house. But all I saw was the old house. I tried to look outside, and I saw the old road in front of the house.

I was like “oh shit!”. I forced to remember but fail. I have this feeling that I can get disoriented if I open my eyes when my mind still not here. So, I keep my eyes close and gently let the mind takes in the information from the body. I know it will remember when it gets what the body is feeling. It will remember when the mind aligns with the body, so to speak.

Slowly the first thing I saw and felt is the bedroom. Then the living hall. I could see the old house living hall slowly disappeared and was replaced with the current living hall. Then the door opened, I still see the old road but the garden started to emerge, then the porch and the old road slowly faded away. At last, I remember where I am. I finally felt everything about the house. And I opened my eyes; fully awake from the dream.

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The Channel of Abstraction – A design of Mental Activity Mixed with Clarity.

As usual, I’m processing the experience by reflecting the past. With Gate 64 (Confusion and pressure to resolve the past) in my conscious design and Gate 47 (Realisation), this is what I had in mind.

What happened here was my body woke up because it thought there might be a robbery happened in the neighbourhood. Every single time I heard loud engine from a motorcycle, I woke up. Having a Splenic Intelligence as my inner guide, it is its instinct to keep me safe in this dimension. The only difference this time was my mind was still sleeping, therefore it still experiencing the dream dimension.

Somehow, I could observe things that happened. I believe the observation comes from my Awareness; something beyond the mind and body.

Something to think about… for fun.

When we experience sleep paralysis, it is the body that still sleeping, and the mind wakes up first. In this case, was it the reverse of sleep paralysis? Is this like Lucid Dream? Tell me what do you think? I never had Lucid Dream, therefore I don’t know how lucid dream works.

We could argue that maybe the mind keeps thinking about the dream, therefore it seems real. But remember that I could not recall any memory of the current house or where I am except that I’m aware I live in a different house.

Fascinating isn’t it? If our mind experience past, present and future in one space, then what I just experienced this morning was movement between dimensions (dreams and earth) in one space with my body grounded in the present moment. And I didn’t get the panic feeling like sleep paralysis.

And the fact that I dreamed something pleasant in my deep sleep; that’s wonderful. Nevertheless, we have to consider the effects of the neutrinos and Universe programming (the Maia) through the planetary transit and sharing space with other auras especially when we are sleeping.

Affirmation on Life

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Look around us. Observe.

Sometimes Life surprises us with the unexpected. I excitedly told her “Look! There’a a sunshine in your coffee smiling at us”. Since I recognised it, so I get to drink it.

If you feel that Life is hard on you, try this affirmation; “I Am Graceful, as I give Gracefully and I receive Gracefully. And so it is”.

Intuition #1-Everyone Has It.

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Intuition #1:

Everyone has it. 

No exception. The only difference between all of us is the degree of Awareness in listening to our Higher Intelligence.

My first Awareness on Intuition was during Intuitive practice we had in a group. I have Intuition in me since I was born but I never aware of it until I started to listen to it.

During the session, I amazed by what Intuition showed me. I don’t just ‘see’, I heard (in form of feeling) and smells things that were not in front of me.

From my experiences exploring my Intuition for years, all I can say is Intuition speaks from our highest Truth. It speaks softly and gently. It is also our inner intelligence. Intuition serve us in many ways. Therefore, I believe it’s time you know how your Higher Intelligence speaks to you.

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What to Know About Human Design, BG5 and Conscious Business?

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How does Human Design work on businesses?

In businesses, we called the system BG5 (Base Group 5). The system uses the same principle to analyse the potentials and forces that we need in order to run businesses.

When three to five people come together in a group, Penta is formed (a force of energy). A fully functional Penta will allow energy to stream from the Sacral up to the Throat through the G centre.

There are total six channels in a Penta that has twelve gates. Each gate has certain roles in a business. For example, Gate 31 (The Gate of Influence) has an energy for administration, and Gate 7 (The Army) has an energy for planning. Together these gates create a stream of energy for Leading the businesses towards its future goal.

Different chart, different language.

BG5 uses different language than Human Design. It is designed to cater the masses. It also focuses on career development and business organisations. Unlike Human Design which is used for personal and spiritual transformation, BG5 is used to help people thrive on the material plane, including in the business organisation.

I prefer to say that Human Design is about inward transformation and BG5 is about outward transformation (mastering the outside world).

 

Human Design vs BG5

What’s BG5 for big organisations?

Since BG5 is about measuring potentials of three to five people for a small business, how does BG5 works for a big organisation? For a big organisation, the analysis is based on OC16 (Organising Channel 16-The Wa). This is the highest form of analysis in the business sector of Human Design.

Why BG5?

I came to know Human Design since 2014 but I never thought of pursuing their certification until I heard of BG5. Given that I have a deep interest in fixing how business culture can be improved (moving towards Conscious Business), I decided to embark on this journey with Human Design and BG5. Turned out, what I desire to change is aligned with the principle of BG5.

Any changes in the world including in businesses must begin with an individual. When we know our potentials and wisdom, we are able to contribute our energy in the right way; indirectly nurturing our growth and honouring our true Self. This is where personal and career development begin. By gathering individuals’ potential, we share our empowerment, creativity, and understanding through businesses, whether as an employer or an employee. Imagine the contribution we could give to the world just by living our potentials through career and businesses.

 

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What do I see in business patterns these days?

In the next ten years, many businesses that operate on the old system are going to face challenges in maintaining their values and operations. Conscious Business is one of the new forms of businesses that emerging throughout the world. Although BG5 and Conscious Business are two different areas, I see potentials of using BG5 to nurture the growth of Conscious Business.

By 2027, we are moving into small groups operating businesses that focus on the human potentials and benefits for the world (environment, energy etc). I see this as part of alignment between BG5 and Conscious Business. I do not claim there will be no big organisations at all. Things that I see change is our Awareness. Even in big organisations, the focus will be divided into small groups basis.

Although my writing is based on my insight and understanding of BG5 (generally) and Conscious Business; the patterns in collective can be seen clearly. Many career people who once enjoy corporate life, are no longer enjoying it. Many of them started to invest in their small businesses and skills. It seems that only through the foundation of small businesses, we can fully channel our creativity and nurture others.

This is where we are heading whether we like it or not. The question is, what can we do to help ourselves and our fellow employees to align with the changing force?

Original post in LinkedIn: https://goo.gl/UhKxr2

Why do We Need to be Conscious of Our Emotions?

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Emotions are a new form of Awareness. With emotions, we become aware of vibration and waves of Life. Emotional Awareness is powerful because when we feel emotions, it is the entire body feeling it.

While Mental Awareness gives us a sense of understanding and reflection of Life, Emotional Awareness gives us moments of Life as a human. We are not entirely complete until we acknowledge our feelings.

Have you notice this? Try to feel Love and our bodies want to dance or kiss. Try to feel hate, and our bodies want to destroy whatever that we hate.

When we become aware of our emotions, Life becomes more colourful, and our sense of connection with Life becomes more vivid. Emotional Awareness also opens the door of Acceptance of ourselves and others.

Be conscious of emotions will take us to understand all spectrum of emotions. With understanding, we will know why there are hatred and compassion swing on the same momentum, and why sadness and happiness are the same peak and valley.

Old vs New

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When I looked at these old switches, it reminds me that the old and new are the same things. Old and new implies time. It’s duality of time. They can be vertical or horizontal. It doesn’t matter because it is just a timeline.

It is how we choose to see the timeline that counts because the one who perceive time changes her/his reality and information of time.

I can say that my last year self is old because this year I am new, or I can choose to see that this year I’m older than last year. One perspective makes me new and the other makes me old. Perspectives change how we feel duality through our emotions.

New and Old is just a cycle. We change on the surface of time. Embrace it. Be conscious of it. Only then, we become peace with time.

Pain, The Greatest Teacher Part 1 & 2

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Recently I spoke to my editor from The Iskandarian/WAVES Lifestyle newspaper about turning my articles into audio materials. The idea is to cater people who prefer listening than reading. Furthermore, I have many articles from past years that is still useful for the audiences. And she gave me the green light to start the project. 
 
The articles are short. The published articles contain about 300 to 310 words, and the audio comes with three minutes video. So I geared up yesterday for recording and editing. And today I have two videos to share.
 
My first pick is articles (two parts) about Pain, The Greatest Teacher. No one likes pain. However, if we are willing to acknowledge our pain and be with it, the pain we feel can teach us many things about ourselves and Life. 
 
Remember that even pain has a quality, and the quality of the pain depends on the quality of observer. 
 
Enjoy the videos. 
 
Note: Full links to the e-paper in the YouTube Channel. 

Two Main Reasons Why Life is Unfair

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Have you ever ask yourself, what do you really want?

The problem we have with Life is that we think Life is unfair. We want a car; Life gives us a motorbike. We want to be rich but we feel Life gives us more debts. So yeah, Life seems unfair.

Our problem is we don’t ask questions. We don’t ask questions to ourselves, a place where Life Is. A body where Life is unfolding. We don’t ask Life what we want! (or God if you like to refer Life as God).

Often when I asked people “What do you want?” – They answered, “I don’t know”.

Imagine Life is giving you I-Don’t-Know. And Life is unfair.

The Lazy Personality

I-Don’t-Know is a pretty lazy personality we embedded in our cells. Instead of taking some moment of silence to feel the question, people jump right into I-Don’t-Know because their mind cannot give them an answer. That’s how lazy we become.

The Art of Asking

Learn to ask yourself questions and give some space to receive the answers. In every question you ask, there are answers. You just have to be patience.

And second, ask in a particular manner. Be specific! Don’t ask I-Want-To-Be-Rich. It’s a general request. But Life gives it to you anyway. If today you earn an extra $10 compared to yesterday, then you are richer than yesterday.

Life is fair. It gives us what we asked. Our problem is, we don’t ask questions and we have no patience for the answers. We hardly ask questions about ourselves. We are afraid to ask questions about societies and beliefs. We don’t want to provoke our thinking mind. We fear the answers. We are not ready to receive. And Life is so unfair .

So when was the last time you ever ask yourself, “What do I  want?”

Q-What do I want

 

Vlog #3 – Lesson from a Bird.

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I truly love this bird – Olive Backed Sunbird. I loved to feel them and used to play with them too. Whenever they sat on the plastic rope, I will gently touch the other end and shake the rope a little, just to feel their energy. Then I would say, “I feel you!”. They have tiny energy field but very active and strong. Here’s what I learned from them.

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