Human Design – Mundane Life.

I met a wise man who told me that my life will never be boring. He said that my environment is surrounded by emotional frequency; mostly projection of dramas, sexual, passion, traumas, pain and inner spirit. Then he said that in this mundane life is where my spirituality will thrive. Here, within ordinary life is where I live extraordinarily.

He is right. 

I recognised the environment and the dramas. I know I can’t escape the environment, but I certainly can be present and train my brain to observe beyond the surface. From there, I learn many things about people’s emotion; their passion and emotional outburst, their pain and hope, their nervousness and calmness. I feel all these through my body.

I used to be tossed around by people’s emotions. Back in high school, a friend of mine told me that my mood was like a bomb. I carried that from a child to my adulthood. Imagine living in an environment that filled with emotional frequency and everything that comes with it flow through your system and you amplify it as an empath. I know I was not an easy person to deal with, emotionally.

To those who have dealt with me and they feel hurt, my sincere apology for the pain I caused and the ignorance.

Ever since I learned about my environment and living in it as an empath, the knowing frees me from all the emotional burden that I carried. Throughout the years, I learn to be present and allow people’s emotions flow through me without attachment. I’m still releasing all the past wound too. I hope it heals, not just me but everyone else.

I am eternally Grateful for this moment. In this silence and solitude mundane life, I feel peaceful.

And let’s acknowledge that if emotions can bring us pain, it can also bring us Peace.

If you like my post and the photo-stories, you can Buy Me a Coffee at https://ko-fi.com/roseosman. It will be spent on educations fees and books.  Thank you for supporting me on this journey.

Thank you for reading, I hope this can shed some lights on your journey! Blessing to you all. Comment and share your thoughts with me if you like.

Advertisements

Hold Your Horses! Is 1st Jan Really the New Year?

What are you doing today? Getting ready to face 2019? Hold your horses!

Instead of looking forward to new goals, how about reflecting the cycle of 2018. And this is the right moment to do so.

Technically, we are still in the 2018 Quarter of Mutation. In the other word, we are still going through some transformation until we reach a limitation (Gate 60). 2019 cycle will begin when the Sun leaves Gate 60.6 and enters Gate 41.1 (approx on 22nd Jan 2019)In Gate 41 where we begin our human experiential way.

This may seem small or irrelevant to you but ponder on this.

Do you realize how difficult it gets when you start your journey towards your goals on 1st Jan? For example, how many new years do you try to diet or exercise but end up failing? The reason is that on 1st Jan, we are influenced by the pressure to know our purpose. The pressure also comes through provocation and tension (Gate 38 – Gate 39). You certainly do not want to start anything new through tension.

You may also feel melancholy for NOT knowing your purpose. This is the reason why we all end up rushing towards 2019, thinking that this is the way we get to our purposes. If you do feel this rushing energy to live your purposes; Reflect and Patience is the key.

We still have four transit Gates to go (38, 54, 61 and 60 – approx 22 days) before we can begin something new. Meantime, enjoy the remaining cycle of mutation and transformation.

This is me today. I was on the bed watching Netflix and I thought “my fingers need some shoes!” :D. I guess I’m gonna kickstarting my journey towards 2019 with some glam! LOL…

If you like my post and the photo-stories, you can Buy Me a Coffee at https://ko-fi.com/roseosman. It will be spent on educations fees and books.  Thank you for supporting me on this journey.

Thank you for reading, I hope this can shed some lights on your journey! Blessing to you all. Comment and share your thoughts with me if you like.

Peace and Stillness.

These are the feelings, moments and reflections I experienced today.

Spontaneous.

Monotonous.

Quiet.

Stillness.

Gift.

Retreat.

Nap.

Blue.

Waiting.

Observing.

Worry.

Provocation.

Honour.

Gratitude.

Reflect your day is a simple exercise that you can do in a daily basis.

It could help you to see your life in the bigger picture.

The photo represents Peace and Stillness. 

It is a gift for you; whoever you are, wherever you are.

Breathe and be Conscious.

.

.

If you like my post and the photo-stories, you can Buy Me a Coffee at https://ko-fi.com/roseosman. It will be spent on educations fees and books.  Thank you for supporting me on this journey.

Thank you for reading, I hope this can shed some lights on your journey! Blessing to you all. Comment and share your thoughts with me if you like.

Most of the Time

I wanna wrap today’s experience in four words – Most of the Time.

Most of the time, we have no clue of our potentials.
Most of the time, we ignore our birthrights.
Most of the time, we are confused and in doubts with our existence.
Most of the time, we chase the reflection of others.
Most of the time, we look at the shadows and say “that’s who I am”.
Most of the time, it gives us anxiety and stress and depression.
Most of the time, we are unseen, unrecognised.
Most of the time, we have no clue why we are here.
Most of the time, we lost our way in this so called Life.

Most-of-the-time shall STOP now.

Story of a Chair

Everything that we see in this Life has a story. If we listen and acknowledge their presence, we might know what lies underneath their surface. This is a story of a chair.

The chair that you see in the picture has many stories of love, joy, sadness and pain. That beautiful chair used to be a seating place for an old man who had dementia. A lady who witnessed fragments of his life told me “That’s where my master used to sit”. A visitor who saw the chair said: “It’s for the King”. And each story has values.

If the chair could speak, it will speak a language of Love. It probably says “Sit with me so I can fulfil my purpose as a chair”. It would welcome anyone to fill its purpose. And it will listen to all of our stories of joy, love and pain; without judgement. That’s a pure Love.

These days I sit on it and observe the world out there.

All Life has a story. All Life has something to share. And all stories has values to be acknowledged. The stories will be told in many ways. We just need to listen to them.

 

Know Your Dance

Sometimes it seems like Life hit us hard. But the Truth is beyond what we see. Look at how the raindrops hit the flower again and again. It seems hard, but if we observe this dance, we see each drop hits the flower gracefully. The flower did not break, and the raindrops did not die.

Everything flow and dance on its steps. And this is how the rains and flowers dance together. Know our steps and uniqueness. And when Life asks us to dance, we shall do it beautifully!

Note: I recorded the video in slow motion, but I’m not sure if the video will be played in slow motion. I hope it does.

View this post on Instagram

Sometimes it seems like Life hit us hard. But the Truth is beyond what we see. Look at how the raindrops hit the flower again and again. It seems hard, but if we observe this dance, we see each drop hits the flower gracefully. The flower did not break, and the raindrops did not die. Everything flow and dance on its steps. And this is how the rains and flowers dance together. Know our steps and uniqueness. And when Life asks us to dance, we shall do it beautifully! Note: I recorded the video in slow motion, but I'm not sure if the video will be played in slow motion. I hope it does. #motivation #mondaymotivation #lifelessons #lifecoach #lifecoaching #humandesignprojector #humandesign #awareness #spirituality #wisdom #awakening #dontgiveup #loveyourself #graceful #nature #rain

A post shared by Rose Osman (@yourpersonalmotivator) on

Are You in an Abusive Relationship?

Here’s what you need to know. People who are stuck in an abusive relationship are not stupid. Abusive is not just an act but also a chain of energy.

I wrote two articles about it and focused on the energetic level and explained why abusive relationships are challenging to get rid, and how to shift our awareness about it.

Link:
https://issuu.com/waveslifestyle/docs/issue_53_the_iskandarian_jan_2017_w/19
https://issuu.com/waveslifestyle/docs/the_iskandarian_feb2017web

701-are-you-in-an-abusive-relationship-part-1-2

This Is My Story of LOVE

This is about Love and me and how I view Love differently now.

I was a different person seven years ago, and far way different 10 to 15 years ago. But the essence of who I Am is the same. Deep inside I could feel the same Me. That makes me realised that I Am the same Love. The only different now is I let Love express with freedom.

I used to be afraid to say ‘I Love You’ because I thought ‘I Love You’ means a commitment between two people. I hardly say it to my late dad. I felt awkward. Few hours before he passed away, he stared at me. That look was different, and it came from deep inside of him. I stared at him, but I didn’t even say ‘I Love You‘. It was Love looking at Love, but I never learn to say it.

That Awkwardness Shouldn’t Happen to My Mother.

I didn’t do it consciously. I just felt the need to express love to her without fear being judged (mostly by myself…didn’t we all judge ourselves?). So I said a lot of Love to my late mom years before she passed away. Nights after nights of “Good night Mom, I Love You”, that Love changed her and me. Few days before she passed away, we spoke only Love. She said, “I Miss You”. That was her last words and that was good enough to keep me going knowing she is loved.

And that was a long time ago. And I never stop learning to Love even though I had to go through moments of Tough Love. I guess I’m lucky because Universe sent me people who have already tasted the higher Love to assist me in discovering the essence of Love I had within me.

It took seven years to be our New Self entirely, so they said.

And as I live LBe The Love And Peaceove, I realised that Love can be so different, and it comes in so many forms. First I felt is about me and my feeling. Then Love goes deeper into my cells. It brought up all kind of pain so I could Love my body, my being and my Soul. Then Love appeared in the sounds of birds, in the movement of winds, in the colours of plants, in the silence of the night. Now I feel it in every breath. And it is still unfolding to me with wonders and beauty.

And whatever that I’m describing Love through my experiences can only be so limited because I had put words on it. So please don’t take everything I wrote here as ‘that’s all about Love‘. Love is more than the words I shared with you. Nevertheless, I hope the sharing could expand a little bit of our awareness towards Love.

Love Is…

Unconditional.

It feels higher. It is more fluid, gentle and peace. I remember looking into someone’s eyes and I felt suspended between knowing and unknowing. That’s Love recognising Love. It is for Self, everyone and everything. I now could easily say I Love You to anyone who needs it. I love saying it to animals, to plants…to the Moon, the Stars, the Sun…to anything. I said it to the pain I felt. Commitment doesn’t bother me anymore because this Love has no sensation of lust, ownership, guilt or shame.

Just so you know, Love heals! It healed me. It can heal you. But first, you have to allow yourself to be Loved; by YOU, by the Universe, by anyone and anything without judgement. Let go that old belief about I Love You. Accept it unconditionally. And never give up on Love.

Then learn to Love yourself. Learn to be YOU. Love is Your Self. Be that Love and spread it to the world.

Good night Beautiful Souls. It’s 11.50pm in the other side of the world.
I Love You, whoever you are, wherever you are!

 

love-eckhart-tolle

Five Secret Keys of Letting Go a Hurtful Relationship

Letting go a hurtful relationship is not easy. Many people choose not to let go because of this feeling; letting go makes them weak, alone and vulnerable. It is true that no one wants to be in a dark tunnel where darkness crawls up all over their feeling. The burden of uncertainties after the break up is unbearable, especially after damages done in the relationship. No one wants to bare the energy drain from the hurtful dramas.

People choose to forget but not forgive (because forgiveness is not easy too). So the next day they hear nothing about dramas. They believe that things are patching up and getting better. They want to believe that they are healing until few days later, or few weeks later, they were caught in the same dramas again, trap in the same arguments again and heartache hold them hostage once more.

The scenario I described above are the same scenarios that majority of the population are going through in a hurtful relationship. They choose to remain in the hurtful relationship because they simply fear of letting go. It is true that letting go is never easy. However, it can be achievable if all of us know the secret keys of letting go:

Key #1: Knowing that Hurtful Relationship is a Choice.
Pain is inevitable but suffering is a choice. A hurtful relationship like abusive spouse, mentally and emotionally drama queen or king or even a cheater can cause pain to the people in the relationship. No one can avoid the pain. However, accumulation of pain leads to suffering. The fine line between pain and suffering is the choice we make to accumulate the pain or to walk away from the relationship (for relationship that has no hope to heal).

Key #2: Clarity and Courage.
Once we understand the different between pain and suffering, clarity will open the door for courage to emerge to the surface. Clarity is the power. Courage is hope. To get here, we must first make our choice.

Key #3: Self Love.
The fact is no one can love us until we love our-self unconditionally; which means we love our-self with forgiveness, accept our weaknesses and flaws, self-respect and many more. People tend to ask, doesn’t self love sounds like being an egoistic person? The answer is no. Self love is a love we give towards our-self without judgment. For example; we know that we are facing hurtful relationship. Instead of bashing and cursing our spouses, we accept that we are in the worst relationship at the present moment.

  • We know that, by cursing him/her, we are cursing our-self in return.
  • We know that; by forgiving our-self for being in the hurtful relationship, our strengths (to walk through or walk away from the hurtful relationship) are growing within us.

Key #4: Respect.
Respect cannot be demand, it can only be earned. That didn’t just apply for others but for self too. If we want to be respected in the relationship; we must first respect our-self enough by not putting our-self in the hurtful relationship repeatedly.

Key #5: Have Faith.
What could be worse than staying in hurtful relationship? To see and feel a joyful and happy life is to believe that joy and happiness exist. How can we see and feel joyful and happy life when we are facing hurtful relationship and on-going dramas in the relationship for 247? Remember this; joyful and happy life happens when we are ready to live our lives in a joyful and happy ways.

—————————————————————————————————————————

Five Secret Letting Go Hurtful Relationship

Five Secret Letting Go Hurtful Relationship

Talk to someone about your problem. Get help today. You can reach me via email. Consultation is now based on donation basis.

Unconditional Love Between A Guy and Seals

This video just made my day! This guy (Charlie) felt the unconditional love from the seals. Listen to his laughter, it was full of joy! And look at the seals’ eyes. It was full of joy too! I shed tears because I feel the love and joy over-flow within me.

And I’m sure many more people out there are an Empath; where you can feel emotions just by looking at it or touch it. (Note: I rather not stick with the label but in order to explain many more things in this blog, hence I describe the labels so you would know what I am trying to share in here). 

If you can’t feel the way I feel it, it is alright. Just listen to the laughter and the behavior of the seals. I hope this will make your day! I Love YOU!