Human Design – Coffee,Coffee,Coffee…

That’s not my coffee!

I didn’t have my coffee for 6 weeks (I guess). Surely it’s been more than a month. At one point, I did take a tiny sip from a non-sugar long black to make my mouth bitter after I ate a cooked salmon.

You know what’s funny, I’m not really a coffee drinker. I can’t even finish a cup of coffee and often have to share it with my friends. But when something we used to have it and it is taken away from us, we gonna missed it. So I missed my half cup long black coffee!

Furthermore, I have some emotional relation to coffee.

This is also the reason why I missed my coffee. My late mother was a coffee drinker and oh! She took coffee like plain water. She started every morning with black coffee and she has a specific local brand (which Joe and I continuing using the same brand). Her best friend, Aunt Linda (my god-mom) will come to the house and drink it with her. She will have coffee for tea time and sometimes dinner.

A few days before she passed away, she asked if she could have her black coffee. The entire family was freaked out because her health was getting worse and I wasn’t around to witness whether she did have her coffee or not. Knowing my mom, she probably had it.

When I decode the emotional attachment towards coffee, what I see is, coffee makes my late mom happy. When she’s happy, I’m happy. I’m guessing, I carry that unconscious expectation when I’m with others especially with Joe. I know coffee makes her happy.

Is that necessary to make people happy at the expense of my health?

Here’s the answer. I’m a Projector Type human being. When my Generator or Manifesting Generator folks feel happy and satisfy, my world is colourful! I’m drinking it together with them because that’s what I did with my late mom.

Plus, have you seen Malaysian social culture? We love coffee places (from Mamak to Starbucks)! So it’s all social conditioning, which Projectors are deeply attuned to. And nothing is wrong with it. It’s a mundane life after all.

Since I’m on emotional healing through foods, this realisation helps me to be more aware. I may drink coffee after the 90 Days WildFit Challenge and back to the routine again… Or, I may not. That, I will leave it to my Splenic Authority (how I make every decision through my body intelligence). I guess we’ll find out soon!

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Human Design – Is Being Emotional Bad?

Emotional Being.

Part time model: @joelai
Emotional Manifesting Generator, 2/5

Now it’s time to talk about Defined Solar Plexus and Emotional People. There are 50% of the population are emotional being. The rest are Open Emotion.

Often we think being emotional is bad, but not for these people. They earn their emotions. In fact, this is their Authority; their Inner Power that guides them especially in making decisions.

Emotions are powerful. So are Emotional Defined people. It is not about the strength of the body but the power of their emotions to emote feeling, to manifest creativity through their moodiness, and to support their tribes through bonding and bargain. These people can be so warm and passionate about life, about themselves and about others too. They also can be the opposite of it.

And their power lies on ClarityWhy clarity? Their emotions are moving energy. Every time their feeling changes, their perspective changes. The way they see others and life change from time to time. They need to see the collection of these perspectives so they can gain clarity.

But that’s their true challenge; it’s hard to be patient and wait for clarity. Often they are rushing on their impulses, thinking it just a fleeting emotion and unimportant. As an undefined emotion, I amplify the impulses and what I see is just a blurry event ahead of them.

The only way to deal with Emotional Solar Plexus is to be with the waves. This is how you wait for clarity as Emotional Defined person. Embrace and accept every high and low feeling that you have. Feel the power of every wave and see how your Emotional Intelligence communicates with you.

Collect as much clarity as you can. Clarity will show what’s correct for you. Time and patience are your allies. It’s time you make peace with it.

Anyway, enjoy surfing your highest intelligence. And do know that I acknowledge and embrace your presence in my life. With you (all the emotional being), I learn to see the beauty in every emotional joy and pain. And for that, I say Thank You.

Take this as your mantra: Never walk your life blindfolded.

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Human Design – Listen and Observe.

Good morning beautiful souls!

Whether you are Defined Ajna or Undefined Ajna, practice to observe your thoughts is a powerful process of awakening.

Step out of thinking doesn’t mean you stop thinking. In fact, trying tAll Postso stop thinking is madness especially if you are a Defined Ajna person.

Imagine your thoughts like a friend you have and this friend loves to talk. What you normally do when your friend is talking? The best form of friendship is listening without judgement.

Same with your thoughts and mind. Listen and observe without reacting to every words your thoughts is saying. This practice is a form of meditation.

You (The Observer), observing your thoughts (the mind and its voices).

Remember that the practice is not to identify you as your thoughts. You are more than what your mind is thinking. In Human Design, your mind can only relate on the Personality Level (the Black color gates). But your wholeness is Black and Red (Personality and Design).

This is what we do in Living Your Design Awakening Program too. We (the guides) guide you to observe what your mind says about you, particularly about your open centers… because in the openness is where it likely to drive you crazy as a not self.

Personally this practice helps me with anxiety, depression and also in my awakening through Human Design.

You can do it right now. The tips is… pay attention to it without judgement or react towards the thoughts. Give it a try.

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Human Design – Non-energy Type Children.

A busy morning at the Setia Alam park. I didn’t know there will be hundreds of kids having their morning run today. It is part of the school’s sports day (I think).

So here I was, walking and observing them, particularly those who don’t emit as much energy as the other. These are probably Non-energy Type Children.

Kids are innocence human being. They are playful and curious. Please nurture them right because these are our future. Focus not just their education but FOOD!

By the way, Human Design offers Parenting Education too. Enjoy!

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Human Design – The Art of Waiting II.

I don’t normally put a quote in my photo but this one is important to share along with my short post about waiting as a Projector, Generator, Manifesting Generator and Reflector. In fact, Manifestors have to wait at some point too.

Waiting on a mental level can make you feel like wasting of time. That is because the mind is so conditioned by the 7 centered to be like a Manifestor, therefore, waiting become an option for the mind.

So every single time you contemplate about waiting, the mind will give you an option “why wait?”. The mind loves to think that it can initiate and generate (doing) without realising that itself is not an energy center.

And without any source of energy, the mind forces the body to do it. We end up using our energy at the wrong timing or for the wrong purposes/work.

If you want to know where your mind thinks it can get the energy? Look at your openness. Imagine you with an open root, end up rushing for things that not even need to be hurry, and burnout your adrenaline along the process.

Naturally, our body love to wait because right timing is so precious. While waiting for specific things, we do what the body do and we moves as the body moves.

And if we can grasp that waiting is not about doing nothing, waiting can be a graceful movement towards success, satisfaction and inner peace.

To practice waiting as a state of spirituality, follow your Strategy and Authority. Slowly you will get to feel your right timing for everything.

Photo: Sunset in Klang, Malaysia.

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Staring at Death.

I am amazed by how my mind sees Life and Death co-exist in one space. The mind thinks Life and Death are separated. It’s duality, that’s how our minds see Life. Beyond the mind, within our own Spirit, we know that Death is a process within Life. Death is mutation and transformation. An end of a cycle is a beginning of a cycle. Life is the whole cycle and death is a point within the cycle.

Look at the trees. There are part of the branches broken and died but it gives space for new leaves to grow. The dead branches are the point of transformation. The aliveness of Life and its cycle is still within everything that you see in the picture.

I always wonder about my own death. What, when and how the point will be. What’s the new beginning that my end will bring to me and to the world?

By the way, I have Gate 28.6 in unconscious Mars (lessons and opportunity for growth on a personal level). Fear of Death is part of the process that helps me to live my purpose. Funny because now I begin to realize why I always stare at death 🙂

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What is Love?

I asked many people about Love. What is Love to them?

Is Love a pain? Is Love a desire?

What if Love is everything you experience?

What if Love is You?

The mind may not know what is Love. If you put Love in front of you, the mind will seek the polarity of Love. It will look at the opposite of Love; the unloved. The mind needs to know the duality of everything.

Hence, when you think of Love, you will also think of unlove. That is why some people think Love is complicated especially if they have a compulsive mind that constantly swings between two polarities.

Love is simple. It really is. What’s complicated is our compulsive mind that trying to understand Love.

If you want to know what Love is, go beyond your thinking. Follow your breathing, your body, your feeling, your sensation, your senses, your Soul.

Love begin within YOU.

Observe your experiences. It can tell you many things about Love.

By the way, this is Love. Scones.

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Peace and Stillness.

These are the feelings, moments and reflections I experienced today.

Spontaneous.

Monotonous.

Quiet.

Stillness.

Gift.

Retreat.

Nap.

Blue.

Waiting.

Observing.

Worry.

Provocation.

Honour.

Gratitude.

Reflect your day is a simple exercise that you can do in a daily basis.

It could help you to see your life in the bigger picture.

The photo represents Peace and Stillness. 

It is a gift for you; whoever you are, wherever you are.

Breathe and be Conscious.

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The Presence of the Subtle Power.

“The Subtle Power moves all things and has no name.” This is the excerpt from the book Power vs Force.

One thing that I realised is if we pay attention to our body, and beyond the mental thinking, we could feel there is aliveness moving through us and aliveness in everything.

Everything is alive even without a name. The moment we named it, we construct and conceptualize it into an object that represents something in this Universe. Name is important to establish recognition. However, at the same times, the mind most likely attaches to the names and its story. The mind is conditioned based on what it knows, and it usually creates some form of resistance towards what IS. Without awareness to realise the attachment to names, we give ourselves limitation to experience aliveness in everything.

Everything has its aliveness and the aliveness comes from the Subtle Power. Everything you can see, hear, touch, smell, taste and feel has a Subtle Power in it.

Love is aliveness. Fear is aliveness too. Peace is aliveness. So do Anger, Grief, Anxiety and Sadness. The chair that you sit on has its aliveness. The eyes that you are staring at, has its aliveness. All animate and inanimate object is alive at some point where the mind can’t think of. You can try to feel the presence without resisting the aliveness. First, try to feel the aliveness in your body because it all begins with your body.

And this is what we are here to experience; to witness the presence of the Subtle Power; whatever It means to you.

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Finally, I Met a Manifestor Who I Could Love.

Recently I’ve met a client who is a Manifestor. Our conversation started via WhatsApp, where she asked if she could have a session with me. I don’t know her energy type at the time but there is something repelled me away.

Now, as usual, the mind said “This client is tough. Not for you”. And as usual, my body says otherwise. I navigated the conversation in the best way I can and we decided to meet.

Less than a week later, we met at the Coffee Bean. The moment I saw her, I could feel a deep sense of Unconditional Love emerged in me and that Love knows her. It is not pity kind of love. She is having a tough journey at this moment and I’m not in a place to describe what she is going through. What I want to share is why do I feel so much Love towards this human being.

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What is a Manifestor?

First, let’s talk about Manifestor. There are four types of energy and Aura in the human being. Each type of Aura communicates differently with each other.

Manifestor’s aura communicates its impact on everyone around them. They have a very powerful aura that could have a huge impact on the world. Often, Manifestor doesn’t know their power and they don’t know how to use it wisely. George W.Bush is a Manifestor. The moment he decided to send US Army to Iraq and started a war, the impact lasted till today. Same goes for Hitler.

Now you know why I felt repelled in the first place.

From the perspective of other types, Manifestor’s Aura is not that friendly. It is not negative or bad. They are born in that way to protect their independence and power. Manifestor Aura protects them with the quality of*** closed and repelling aura***. Then again, their aura do that when the body feels the need to protect their power. Manifestor often has no clue how their Aura works.

When Manifestor meets Projector:

In the world where we don’t know our Aura and energy, and we don’t know how it works; Projectors often have a hard time in the presence of Manifestor. For Projector, their aura has a power to penetrate others in order to guide them. On the other hand, Manifestor has a closed Aura :).

Projector: Knock, knock! Let me in!
Manifestor: Go away!

However, I don’t feel that with this woman. I do feel her closed Aura but I don’t feel dismissed or rejected. My aura doesn’t feel that. Instead, I feel so much Universal Love towards her. Then I looked at her chart.

Unconditional Love; the explanation with Human Design.

First thing I noticed was. I’m in her fractal. I’m one of the people she is destined to meet. Human Design can show you who are the right people in your environment. So I told her; we are destined to meet each other.

For me, it feels like meeting a long-lost sister!

Second; I’m all about living life with Vitality, Joyfulness and Peace. Manifestor who awaken to their true self is the ambassador of Peace in this Universe. If they are not awakened, Manifestor is the figure of anger (and anger could create war. See the connection?)

Third; if I don’t know how my Aura works and I don’t trust how my Aura communicates for me, I won’t be meeting her and people who are correct for me. Anyway, our session was filled with Peace and Love (at least I felt it that way.)

The Beauty Of Non-Verbal Communication:

In Human Design, we are taught about non-verbal communication where our Aura does the talking for us. I’ve been experimenting with the accuracy of Human Design and I noticed how my communication improves over the time. My Aura speaks on behalf of me most of the time. It even attracts great people around the world to connect with me. And when these people connected with me, I get to live my purposes. It is magical to see the changes. I was once invisible and now, I work with people all around the world. My voice changed too. The vibration has so much power in it.

All of this happened because I understand my body, my aura, my mind and my Soul. Human Design just happens to give me a logical tool and knowledge for me to explore my Inner Power.

If you want to change your Life without changing who you are; give Human Design a try.

Four-Types-The-Manifestor-To-Live-a-Life-with-Peace-Ra-Uru-Hu-Human-Design-System.pngIf you are a Manifestor, let’s find out how to be the ambassador of Peace and not Anger.
If you are a Generator or Manifesting Generator, do you want to discover how to shift your frequency from frustration to satisfaction?
If you are a Projector, this is an invitation for you to know how to be successful in Life.
If you are a Reflector, come and join us and experience the wonder of surprises Life has for you.

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By the way;

Human Design is not a belief system, non-religion or not a personality test. It is a logical tool that tells you everything about yourself from your energy, aura to your diet and what is the best place to live your purposes. Human Design also provides an awakening program that awakens the power within your genes. I’m going to coach the awakening workshop too.

If you interested, I’m happy to help you to know Your True Self in an interactive discussion.

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